They say that holding in your anger and frustration isn't healthy. Lately I've felt that's all I've been doing. Granted these frustrations are rather insignificant (the recent troubles of my favorite sports teams, a most annoying bad luck with the opposite sex including a Valentine's day idea being squashed because of the day of the week, USC losing on me the one game I actually decide to watch, and so forth) but even so I can start to feel the raw emotion stirring inside me. I've never been the kind of person who lets his anger take control of him every time he gets pissed, but I suppress it for the sake of not seeming like a short fuse. I've always thought I've been in complete control of my anger but lately I've felt this "iron grip" loosen. Before I didn't think I actually had a breaking point but now I'm starting to wonder how much more annoyances I can take. I've never been to my breaking point before and I don't plan on doing so anytime soon but to accomplish this I'm going to have to find ways to deal with it. I'm not sure I can rely on my internal "anger containment vessel" the way I used to. So those of you who tend to have loose lips with me because you "know" I'm not very touchy had better think twice before letting whatever the fuck you want come out of your mouth. Keep pushing my buttons and I just might lash back and trust me, it won't be nice for anyone involved.